Life has a new perspective. It has since last Thursday. Everything has changed. Finding out that my brother has cancer has rocked my world. And, I'm only the sister. I can't even fathom how Googie feels. How Trisha feels. How his kids feel. How my mother, Ray and my dad feel.
I can tell you this... things that seemed important are minuscule now.
Last week we were at the beach... all down in the dumps because our vacation wasn't all that we had hoped. I would go on 100 crappy vacations if my brother felt better.
College football rules in this house come September. I think I maybe watched one quarter all weekend. TCU lost and I didn't care. I would live through 50 consecutive losing seasons if my brother was well.
The wildfires are very scary right now. But, I would gladly lose my house if my brother was healed.
I didn't know it was possible for your entire outlook on life to change in the blink of an eye... it has. My perspective will never be the same.
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Sweet Deana Bell-
I'm so sorry for your heart to be so sad. There's no words to make it all better so I wont even try. However, please know that you are in our hearts and prayers as well as Googie,his family, and your entire family. Please let us know what we can do and feel free to vent, cry, scream or just talk if you ever need to. As I lift up your brother, I think about his smile & laugh that can light up any room. We all love you and are here if you need us....
Love you, my friend-
Izzy
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